the picture

Today was a hard day.
I had no motivation at all and I was lazy.

So I texted Erik and he was so sweet and nice to me.
Then he sent me a picture to cheer me up.
It made my whole day!
I was jumping up and down!
soso happy.
because it's the little gifts like that, that make my heart pound
But then I found out that a girl from his work had just drawn it.
It kind of brought me down a little bit.
It was nice that he sent it to me and all, but I thought it was his.
I thought he had created something special for me.

I was just a tiny bit upset,
so I told him how I wanted him to draw me one sometime.
He wasn't sure.
Said he was a perfectionist so he was scared.
I told him I would love it no matter what.
Then,
all of the sudden.
He sends me an even better picture that he drew!!!

I was SO happy!!
It was perfect and a million times
a kajillion times better than the other one.

I hope he realizes how much that one tiny picture means to me.
It means more than words can explain.
Just because he was willing to get out of his comfort zone and draw a picture for me,
that is why I love Erik.
He really would do anything for me.
I am so grateful for him and everything he does for me.